I haven't been on in awhile. Haven't really had that much to submit/talk about. Work's been a nightmare. I seem to get all the mean customers and I don't really like being fussed at and, ashamed to say, when I'm harshly fussed at it's not hard to drive me to tears.

Anyway, the guy I decided I really like (like, srsly, this time, guys. I get a feeling in the deepest parts of my soul that there is something here) I have reason to believe he has a girlfriend no one knows about. I don't really have reliable sources to go by; his Facebook says he doesn't but his Myspace says he does. Then again, when I called him on his seventeenth birthday he was so, so excited and apologetic when he had to leave and he said my call meant a lot to him, so maybe that's something...but I don't know.

My story is going well, although I'm sorta at a loss as to how to proceed.

As always, I'm terribly lonely but hey, one gets used to it. =/

Hoping something will change soon.

Please give me some advice on the guy whom I call my Sir Launcelot, but more recently (unbeknownst to him) My Sir Joshua. :*)